So. Deep breath

Well i had the oppourtunity to have dinner with my Girlfriends AMAZING parents.

This week...

This week has been amazing so far. Everything fell into place. i will be getting a real cellphone, i am being added to kelsey's parents plan. Then my trip down to Florida has just been getting better. My mom has bought my plane ticket and her boss is working on getting me into his timeshare down there. Everything has been going GREAT this week. Now the only thing that could make it better would be for Kelsey to be Here. I Love her.

Bells are ringing

Okay so for the past couple of days i have been talking with Kelsey about the possibility of us getting married. We feel that it is the right thing to do. But up to now we had been planning for next summer because we are both so young. Then the talks got pretty serious the last couple of days. So, we both are ready to marry each other for eternity we both feel it a very prudent idea and can't wait to actually do it. But today was brought up a point that it is stupid to put off the date if we are sure that we want to be married. It is just dangerous. So the idea of getting married in December after Christmas came up. We both sorta freaked out because that is so soon. But i mean we both really love each other and are already making plans for our future...so is it really that crazy? i guess it will have to be a matter of prayer and i plan on going to the temple this week to bring it to the Lord. So i guess if Kelsey and me are married in January. it all worked out of the best the worst thing that can happen is that it gets pushed back until June. I love kelsey so much and i am looking forward to being her husband and the father of her children forever. YEAH kelsey FOREVER that means you are not getting rid of me. I LOVE YOU BABY. MUAH!!!

duck

so people may wonder why this blog is named what it is. Well on one of the very first nights that me and kelsey were outside cuddling on the grass. We were watching the ducks play and then all of the sudden this stupid duck flew right at me and tried to attack me. And ever since then when i come out of my dorm building or kelseys the ducks were always there watching me. And when im walking across campus all of the sudden i will hear a quack and i will turn around and nothing is there. So i feel that those stupid ducks are stalking me they just want to get me alone so that they can mug me for all the 24 cents that i have and maybe my cool tiger watch. They are always there. i dont think they realize where i have moved its been rather quiet recently.

left wondering....

well today i was talking with kelsey and wondering why i can't stop falling in love with her. And then i thought back on the past 2 months. because me and kelsey will have been dating for two months on saturday. And a few moments stand out of reasons why i should love this girl for the rest of eternity. She managed to make me a cd full of songs about how she misses me and then the other day she sent me the lyrics with the words that really mattered to us bolded and then she went on to explain why she picked the songs. i love her she does the little things that most guys dont realize that they want. She is such a sweetheart and it surprises me everyday a little more how much i truly do love her. It has only been 2 months but it feels so much longer i feel like i have know her for so long. there is very little about her that i dont know. I realise that she is completely open with me. I LOVE KELSEY. i just want to get on the rooftops and scream it at the tops of my lungs. Everytime i look at a picture of her im like how did i end up with such a beautiful girl, how can she be so perfect and how come she hasnt realized how much better she could do. So, i was lying in bed missing her and wanting her to be lying right next to me and i was left wondering how come i feel in love so hard....and i could go on for hours of all the things she does that amazes me. but i just want to hold her close and as i am typing this the cd she made me is blasting on my ipod and im prolly going to fall asleep with it going and hopefully wake up listening to it. i love her so much.

Lucky penny

This rather incredibile girl i am dating wrote awhile ago about a lucky penny. I realize that we need to stop and enjoy the little pleasures in life. You never know when the girl you love will be gone before you can truly tell her how much she matters to you. So you should take the moments that come our way. We should stop to pick up those lucky pennies we should make as many memories with the one we love. There will come a day where they wont be at our sides and you will wish you that you could hold them close again.

Vacidad

Cuantas veces en mi vida, voy a encontrar una mujer con quien yo puedo imaginarme gastando todo mi vida con. Como pudo eso a pasar? como puedo caer en amor con solo una mujer y con la pensamiento de perder a ella, hace q' lloraste. yo me promote q' nunca voy a dar mi corazon como eso a niguno. pero hoy me reconoci q' ella tiene mi corazon y esto listo para estar con ella para el tiempo q' ella esta lista para darme. Te Amo a kelsey y ella me hace contento.